I talk like stupid, look like shit, and feel like small.
Tried to busy myself but when things were done i got anxious again.
When night comes the anxienty worsens.
Go to the forum in the hope that the anxiety gets alleviated, but...
When cow men post cow victories, the anxiety.......... bursts to the hilt.
Then I go sleep. Then I wake up. Then I check the email.
Then the emptiness brings anxiety.
It's just another day.
